January 2012
1 post
I really hate wearing pants. :/ When I feel hot...
December 2011
3 posts
Sometimes I feel like a swimming duck...
On the surface, I’m calm and everything seems okay… But underneath that, I’m struggling and doing everything I can just to stay afloat.
November 2011
20 posts
I can't believe I had that freakout.
Because everything is seriously just fine now. Actually, things are great. I’m happier than I’ve been in a very long time. For once, everything is right for me in the world.
I couldn’t be happier. :]]
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I know most of you really don’t care as to what I’ve been writing about, so here’s a warning: this is going to be a guy/dating/relationship freakout. You’ve been warned.
How in the fuck did I end up making ‘the first move’?!?! I thought HE was trying to kiss ME! But apparently, he was just trying to stand up at the same time I was… And I went in for a...
I just feel so lost...
I don’t know what it is that I want anymore. It feels like everything is falling down around me and there’s nothing that I can do about it. I’m just falling deeper and deeper into a hole, and I can’t climb out. My heart is constantly aching, there’s a void in it that I can’t even begin to fill, and everything just hurts…
And then there’s Newman....
Anonymous asked: Not only do I like your blog (haha I found it) but I also am OBSESSED with you secretly. Ok here we go.. I got this idea from a Tumblr spam I got once lol.. I think you like me too and you were always too shy to admit it :3 go to crushmatches(dót)com (wtf it wont let me link regular) and make an account there. Then look up the profile 'gottagetme19' (me obviously) I left body...
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Even as a hipster I have no idea what the fuck fashion is
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If that was me. I would’ve been a millionaire.
It's 11/11/11 tomorrow, reblog if you are hoping...
bitch fit.
My legs are acting up and aching again— I feel like if I tried to stand and walk right now, they would seriously rip off.
My arthritis in my knees, ankles, and hands won’t give me a fucking break and let me rest peacefully and painlessly.
My blood sugar levels keep fucking fluctuating and refuse to stay at an average level, causing me shakiness, dizziness, nausea, and headaches at...
Wherever you are, come find me please.
I want so badly to forget you.
To forget all that you are and all that we were. To forget that you ever existed in my world. Everything is still fading, but at a very slow pace. I want very much to be able to just move on. My brain is telling me it’s time, but my heart isn’t so sure. I know I’ll always love you, and I think that that’s what’s bothering me so much. I want to be friends, I really do,...
I'm just wondering when I will finally be free of...
I’ll be fine for days, and then BOOM! I feel hurt all over again. What troubles me, what’s really bothering me, is that he says he loves her. After probably about a month of dating her. Sooner, actually. I told him after 7 months of being together that I loved him, and he said I was rushing it. Am I unlovable? I thought we were great together. I guess I was wrong.
But now,...
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Lust: Something that I find attractive. Pride: Something that I like about myself. Sloth: Something that I dislike about myself. Envy: Something I wish I was better at. Gluttony: One of my favorite foods. Wrath: Something that gets me angry. Greed: Something I can’t get enough of.
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October 2011
20 posts
I'm not mad anymore.
I’ve come to terms with everything, and I’m kinda proud of myself, as it only took a month this time. I understand why everything happened, and I can’t really blame him for it. If he’s happy, then I’m happy. And if she’s the one that makes him happy, I’m not going to stand in the way of that.
Now, I wanted to apologize to him for the way I acted, how I...
I'm feeling better than I have in awhile.
For a bit there, I thought that I’d surely drown. Yes, I’m still a little upset at the whole situation, but what girl wouldn’t be? There’s nothing I can do to change it, except for me to simply move on and go about my normal life. So I don’t talk to him anymore, and I kinda miss it. Well, I can find someone else to talk to, someone worth my time, and someone more...
You said I was rushing it when I told you I loved...
Don’t you think that YOU’RE rushing it by telling the girl you’ve been with for not even 3 weeks (if that’s even the truth) that YOU love HER?!
I was just a fucking toy for you, wasn’t I? Something to play with and keep you entertained while you were bored.
What makes her better than me? What makes her more worthy of your ‘love’ than me? What does she...
You were my everything... But it seems like I was...
I miss him so badly.
I had such a vivid dream of him last night, that I almost thought it was real. It was of us talking, reconciling, hugging, and then he kissed me. I woke up thinking it was real for about a minute, and then it all hit me all over again. The thing I remember most about the dream is that I was sitting behind him with my arms wrapped around his shoulder, and my face pressed into his left shoulder. I...
Annnnnnd I'm losing followers. Lovely. -___-
This is going to kill me for a while.
I am finally cut off from him completely. I destroyed the only picture I had of him. I put away everything he ever gave me. I deleted him from Facebook, and in turn, he blocked me. I have his number, but I refuse to let myself contact him. I’ve also deleted every text he ever sent me and any I’ve sent him. He also told me to throw away the clothes he left… Nahh. I’m gonna...
Can you feel her heartbeat racing? Can you taste...
I’m feeling so muddled, confused, and most of all, lost. I know that in due time, I’ll find myself, and find my way to exactly where I want to be.
I just hope that that time comes sooner rather than later.
I hope I never have to see you ever again.
You’ve hurt me so fucking badly, it’s unbelievable. We haven’t been split up for a full two weeks, and you already have another fucking girlfriend!!!!! What happened to ‘wanting to stay single for a while’, hmm? You said you met her last week. What the fuck?! You know what? Fuck you. Fuck you and your new ugly ass girlfriend. You could’ve at least done better...
September 2011
19 posts
I was nothing but good to you. I was nothing but kind to you. I was nothing but sweet to you. I took care of you. I gave you all of me.! I gave you everything I had, my all. And I gave you the one thing that I’d held onto for so long, waiting for the right person. That I don’t regret.
But what did I ever do that was so damn wrong for you to ignore me now?! I don’t deserve this,...
I’m so fucking sick of crying. I feel so pathetic right now… I can’t hold it together, and I’m coming apart at the seams. I know it’s not the end of the world, but God, does it feel like it is. This is exactly why I don’t let people in. He told me himself tonight that maybe I was right about him being scared of the commitment. If you’re scared, then we...
You fucked everything up.
Things will never be the same between us. You do realize that, right? I love you, with all my heart, and it’s like you don’t even care. You said that this was too much of a ‘long-distance relationship’ for you. Newsflash, sweetheart, Winter Haven to Lakeland or vice versa is NOT long distance. It’s a fucking 20 minute drive, for fucksake.
And you want us to be...
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